hey, so i'm going to meet a friend of mine who i've known for 3yrs. online only. so i guess it's gonna be a little bit strange. and i'm thinking of all the "what ifs" and shit like that , for example: what if he thinks i'm dumb, and weird. or what if he's not attracted to me in person. on the flip side, what if we don't click like we did online, or i don't find him attractive. anyhow that's what's going on with me at this point..oh yea and i saw a movie today called zodiac and i couldn't believe that that was based on a true story, damn there are some crazy fucks out there. <3